And when she breaks down and lets you down, I hope you know she doesn't mean you
I started crying in the middle of church yesterday. It was random and quite unplanned, not that I normally plan when I cry. I was supposed to be an Extraordinary Minister of the Eucharist, but I knew there was no way I could give out Precious Blood while crying. It'd be different I suppose. I had Jason go up for me. Once I received Communion I was fine and I calmed down. I'm not even sure why I started crying, but I couldn't stop, which sucked.
I did not end my 3 week streak of not going to the gym yesterday, but I'm going to end it today. Yesterday I modified my LJ for about an hour and by the time that was done the Browns game was on. Once that was over, the Federer/Roddick match was beginning and I was trying to get ready for church. So no gym for me. But I'm going tonight. That's it. No more of this "I'm not going to work out cause I don't feel like it" shit. I'm better than that. And I need it, desperately.
I also need to hit up the library. I only have one book left to read. Well, only one left of the many books that I've already read.
I did not end my 3 week streak of not going to the gym yesterday, but I'm going to end it today. Yesterday I modified my LJ for about an hour and by the time that was done the Browns game was on. Once that was over, the Federer/Roddick match was beginning and I was trying to get ready for church. So no gym for me. But I'm going tonight. That's it. No more of this "I'm not going to work out cause I don't feel like it" shit. I'm better than that. And I need it, desperately.
I also need to hit up the library. I only have one book left to read. Well, only one left of the many books that I've already read.