Still Trucking
I'm still sore today. I am not going to stop with my routine though, the ache means it's working! I did eat KFC today, but only one of those boneless chicken breast pieces they have. Other than that, I've had some saltine crackers and pineapples. I have not had a single ounce of pop! That's huge, considering that I was drinking several cans of Pepsi a day. AND - it's not because we don't have it (we do,) it's because I am dedicated to my mission. I drank some Vanilla Chai and water. Yay for me! Seriously, my bestie is getting married in 5 short months. My goal is to reach my ideal weight in 30 days. I can lose 20 by the end of the month, don't you think? I certainly hope so, and I am not going to lose sight of what I want to accomplish. My thighs are so big! It's getting on my nerves. I think they have grown an inch in the last 3 months, and I am very unhappy about it. My boyfriend simply raves about them and how beautiful they are. It could be a misguided attempt at a compliment, or it could be his way of telling me that MY THIGHS ARE FAT! Seriously, I do have big legs. They're very muscular and always have been. I don't mind that part, I've always loved my legs and loved showing them off. But they are just a little too big for my taste at the moment. I don't yet have the nerve to post my weight, because I don't think I've lost any yet. I'm not overweight, per se, but I am certainly not where I want or even should be. Big Boned my ass. I have a slight frame, but my weight is distributed quite well, and no one believes I weigh what I do. If one had to guess, they'd probably say I was 20lbs less than what I am, which is actually what I want to be! I will say that I wear a size 8. Maybe I'd like to be a 6? Maybe I can stay an 8 but be extremely tight? I can see my abdominal muscles. I can see my ribs. I have some hideous back fat, which he always grabs onto and I cannot stand! Am I being ridiculous or what? Good grief, so what..it's all about my health. My stress levels correlate directly with the size of my thighs. UGH. I'm going to do this! I did it before and I'll do it again, but this time I won't stop.