me all over again
Lately i make even myself mad sometimes. I get these sudden sullen moments when i realize that i am alone and how lonely i am. I think to myself that i have never been in a relationship-ever. I wonder why. Am i ugly, or boring, or just unpleasent? Am i too fat or too loud or just too plain.
I see girls all the time who aren't as pretty as me who have boyfriends. People with less personality also have boyfriends. So what is wrong with me? Is there something about me that just sends them running? What do i do that drives them all away?
I know that im only 17 and a lot of 17 year old girls don't have boyfriends. It just seems that everywhere i look, there are more couples and it is driving me insane.
What is it about me? Please someone tell me because i have to know. I hate feeling like this.
I see girls all the time who aren't as pretty as me who have boyfriends. People with less personality also have boyfriends. So what is wrong with me? Is there something about me that just sends them running? What do i do that drives them all away?
I know that im only 17 and a lot of 17 year old girls don't have boyfriends. It just seems that everywhere i look, there are more couples and it is driving me insane.
What is it about me? Please someone tell me because i have to know. I hate feeling like this.