Oh God.
I think I really am asexual... I'm just homoromantic. Well, in the very least, I think I prefer romantic friendships as they appeal to my preferred relationship dynamics: a healthy history of shared interests, jokes, and boundaries while maintaining an intimate distance. It's honest affection without the worry of sexual obligations. I really, really don't like sex, and I have a hard time getting people who don't know me to understand that. There are only two people I have ever known who I would have been sexually comfortable with and would still be willingly sexually comfortable with. That's just all there is to it.