ghost world..
i just finished watching the film and.. it made me sad even though it was a wonderful movie.. it deals with youth having a life such as i never did.. instead of a life i was locked in an attic under martial law in a hick town by my "girlfriend".. god i hate her..
she really stole the best years of my life.. it sounds like a cliche until it actually happens to you.. though i would never have met one of the best people i've ever known if not for that.. detour from happiness.. well it wasn't strictly an unhappy time.. the times i spent with him were great.. we were like brothers of a sort i think unless i'm overcomplicating it.. we were definately lovers of a sort until i met my wife.. again..
yeah.. so here i sit pining for days long unrealized and largely.. i'm sure.. overromanticized..
i am such a piece of shit for wanting more than knowing gord..
she really stole the best years of my life.. it sounds like a cliche until it actually happens to you.. though i would never have met one of the best people i've ever known if not for that.. detour from happiness.. well it wasn't strictly an unhappy time.. the times i spent with him were great.. we were like brothers of a sort i think unless i'm overcomplicating it.. we were definately lovers of a sort until i met my wife.. again..
yeah.. so here i sit pining for days long unrealized and largely.. i'm sure.. overromanticized..
i am such a piece of shit for wanting more than knowing gord..