Jul 29, 2006 18:47
I've had a few bursts of writing genius and I've been working working on my character names list.
I've finally quit the medicine, the blood tests, and the doctor. I just can't afford it. I got my hospital bill, and it was about $9,500. That doesn't include the doctors I saw in the hospital or any of the bills I've acrued since(not to mention the prescriptions).I'm still taking bugleweed and my Korean herbal medicine comes tommorow. An international student I don't know is carrying a tall box from Korea with him when comes tommorow because express shipping is too expensive(now that's kindness).
Most of the time, I feel pretty good. I still have bouts of anxiety, but no more crying spells. My heart rate is up, but my heart is in alot better shape than my liver. I never worried about my health before, and now I think about it all the time. My husband babies me. Like today he decided to stay home and watch a movie even though he wanted to get another graphic novel from the library because he thought I looked too tired. Well, on the plus side, I've lost 5 pounds in the week and a half since I decided not to get my prescription refilled.