return
This journal has been on hiatus for a very, very long time. I can scroll through almost an entire year's worth of entries in one page. How strange is that? Especially considering that, once upon a time, I would post at least once a day--sometimes more. This isn't necessarily a bad thing; back then, this journal was not exactly full of fluffy bunnies and dandelions. Not that this journal is going to be full of fluffy bunnies and dandelions now, mind. I think I would have to shoot myself if I wrote about them. (Knowing me, of course, I'll have to write a post about fluffy bunnies and dandelions in the future, just to be hilarious. But don't worry--I won't really shoot myself, because I'd only be doing it to be Funny with a capital F. I'd only have to shoot myself if I wrote a serious post about fluffy bunnies and dandelions. Is anyone else sick of those words, yet?)
I digress.
Imagine that. Brenna? Find a random tangent and run all the way through the woods with it until she can deposit it safely in a field five miles away? Never.
I'm doing it again.
This is a much sillier post than I had originally intended for it to be. This, also, isn't necessarily a bad thing, but if I don't get to the point soon I don't think I ever will. Not that I really had much of a point to write about, anyway.
I really need to focus. On everything. I need to push myself, because no one else is going to... and here I sit, skipping class. I tell myself "it isn't an important class; it's just art history." [shakes head] There can be no more of this. No more sleeping in, no more wasting time playing friggin' Minesweeper. (God that game is terrible for me. If I'm going to waste time playing a game, I should at least play Morrowind.) Learning Quenya is not something I should do before I work on things that are due tomorrow. Typing up old journals isn't a good way to get the things of the present day done. Sure, it's something that I want to continue, and something that I think is necessary, but it shouldn't be my first priority.
My first priority... [sigh] I have too many things that I want to make my first priority. Schoolwork should be first, but music and art are right up there, jockeying for position. And then, as per usual, I can't decide which to do... and so I don't do any of them. I can't seem to get it through my head that I have art projects due tomorrow, an art history test and a take home essay quiz due on Thursday, a paper and a paper topic with resources due next week, and various readings that I should be doing. Nor can I get it through my head that I have a show in March that will require MAJOR commitment. It's a good idea--even my professors think that it is a good idea--but even my art professors think that it will require a lot of work to pull it off.
So perhaps I should just get through things one day at a time. Hence:
Today, I will:
-clean my room - 1 hour
-do my laundry - 1.5 hours (can overlap)
-work on the open form in watercolor - 1.5 hours
-work on anatomy studies to make them better - 20-30 minutes (while watercolor is drying)
-go to string band
-finish any of the above that is not yet complete
-watch trigun/relax
Right, then. I'll be off.
I digress.
Imagine that. Brenna? Find a random tangent and run all the way through the woods with it until she can deposit it safely in a field five miles away? Never.
I'm doing it again.
This is a much sillier post than I had originally intended for it to be. This, also, isn't necessarily a bad thing, but if I don't get to the point soon I don't think I ever will. Not that I really had much of a point to write about, anyway.
I really need to focus. On everything. I need to push myself, because no one else is going to... and here I sit, skipping class. I tell myself "it isn't an important class; it's just art history." [shakes head] There can be no more of this. No more sleeping in, no more wasting time playing friggin' Minesweeper. (God that game is terrible for me. If I'm going to waste time playing a game, I should at least play Morrowind.) Learning Quenya is not something I should do before I work on things that are due tomorrow. Typing up old journals isn't a good way to get the things of the present day done. Sure, it's something that I want to continue, and something that I think is necessary, but it shouldn't be my first priority.
My first priority... [sigh] I have too many things that I want to make my first priority. Schoolwork should be first, but music and art are right up there, jockeying for position. And then, as per usual, I can't decide which to do... and so I don't do any of them. I can't seem to get it through my head that I have art projects due tomorrow, an art history test and a take home essay quiz due on Thursday, a paper and a paper topic with resources due next week, and various readings that I should be doing. Nor can I get it through my head that I have a show in March that will require MAJOR commitment. It's a good idea--even my professors think that it is a good idea--but even my art professors think that it will require a lot of work to pull it off.
So perhaps I should just get through things one day at a time. Hence:
Today, I will:
-clean my room - 1 hour
-do my laundry - 1.5 hours (can overlap)
-work on the open form in watercolor - 1.5 hours
-work on anatomy studies to make them better - 20-30 minutes (while watercolor is drying)
-go to string band
-finish any of the above that is not yet complete
-watch trigun/relax
Right, then. I'll be off.