No one ever tells you that forever feels like home...sitting all alone inside your head...
So misery loves company...yet I'm fighting off the misery. I mean, I dont want to be miserable. I have to change some things and talk to some people...then I'll be fine.
Although, my hearts been in a bind for a month now. still confused.
I will never get to finish final fantasy X...awaiting 9 to come in the mail in the next few days.
This whole summer has been long...Going to the butterfly, out to eat, to the mall, to peoples houses, to the park, to marathon at least a million times, to the cloverleaf, always in my garage, to bowling, to the movies...it seems as if all these things that I once loved to do, now barely entertain me...what happened? Maybe I just need to get the fuck outta michigan...just go ya know. Get away from everyone and everything here for awhile...I would come back of course...I mean I couldn't run away from everything forever. Especially my problems...
Some of my friends are trying to help me deal with a very big problem at the moment. I'm facing it. It is running away from me...so to all my friends...I let you know...I throw in the towel... I give up. I cannot fight for this anymore.
I'd love for everything to just be so.
I miss the old days...when life wasnt a bore.
I also miss ACTUAL food and not fast food day by day...gah...yeah thats where all the extra weight is coming from...
My life is just blah at the moment. And it wasn't until.........
June 23rd, 2006...that my life was screwed the fuck up.
Because of one person
Although, my hearts been in a bind for a month now. still confused.
I will never get to finish final fantasy X...awaiting 9 to come in the mail in the next few days.
This whole summer has been long...Going to the butterfly, out to eat, to the mall, to peoples houses, to the park, to marathon at least a million times, to the cloverleaf, always in my garage, to bowling, to the movies...it seems as if all these things that I once loved to do, now barely entertain me...what happened? Maybe I just need to get the fuck outta michigan...just go ya know. Get away from everyone and everything here for awhile...I would come back of course...I mean I couldn't run away from everything forever. Especially my problems...
Some of my friends are trying to help me deal with a very big problem at the moment. I'm facing it. It is running away from me...so to all my friends...I let you know...I throw in the towel... I give up. I cannot fight for this anymore.
I'd love for everything to just be so.
I miss the old days...when life wasnt a bore.
I also miss ACTUAL food and not fast food day by day...gah...yeah thats where all the extra weight is coming from...
My life is just blah at the moment. And it wasn't until.........
June 23rd, 2006...that my life was screwed the fuck up.
Because of one person