a simple muse
One can ask themselves a couple things during the day, why am i here...Am i really loved? The answers are all the same but in ones mind they are all distored..Then you start going through the motions and answering the questions..
Why am i here.. well god wanted you here for a reason or he wont let your mother carried you to full term. There is something in this life you will do that will be so good that people will remember you for it, even if it is just your family. Or maybe you will touch someone life and not even know it until it is too late to do anything about it.
Am i really loved or wanted... you know in your heart you are. But your mind likes to play tricks on you to think you arent. It beings you down to having no self esteem, where you feel worthless. You try to build yourself up, only to have it knock down again to the lowest peg. You love with all your heart, to have it ripe it out by hand you love the most. You doubt when they dont want to be around you, you worry there is another. You feel like you are not good enough for that one person you have sworn yourself too.
Things your mind plays on your emotions and heart in.. Sometimes you need to step back and wonder what is real or not. I have learn to deal with your doubt, because sometimes your mind is your worst enemy and it might drive the wedge into the one who love and cherish the most with. I know it has happened to me before and I wont let it happen again. Commucation is the main thing in a relationship and should be used often, so both partners know how the other feels. Feeling love and wanted is the best thing in the world, and they greatest high, well minus a scening high, you can get from one person. Enough of my musing for now.. will write again soon
Why am i here.. well god wanted you here for a reason or he wont let your mother carried you to full term. There is something in this life you will do that will be so good that people will remember you for it, even if it is just your family. Or maybe you will touch someone life and not even know it until it is too late to do anything about it.
Am i really loved or wanted... you know in your heart you are. But your mind likes to play tricks on you to think you arent. It beings you down to having no self esteem, where you feel worthless. You try to build yourself up, only to have it knock down again to the lowest peg. You love with all your heart, to have it ripe it out by hand you love the most. You doubt when they dont want to be around you, you worry there is another. You feel like you are not good enough for that one person you have sworn yourself too.
Things your mind plays on your emotions and heart in.. Sometimes you need to step back and wonder what is real or not. I have learn to deal with your doubt, because sometimes your mind is your worst enemy and it might drive the wedge into the one who love and cherish the most with. I know it has happened to me before and I wont let it happen again. Commucation is the main thing in a relationship and should be used often, so both partners know how the other feels. Feeling love and wanted is the best thing in the world, and they greatest high, well minus a scening high, you can get from one person. Enough of my musing for now.. will write again soon