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You ever get to the point where you feel alone?? I know my hubsand has alot on his plate and is a busy man. But sometimes all I wish for is a caress, a kiss... or maybe just a hug..or a small conservation on the phone in passing when he isnt busy. Am I asking for too much?
I love him so much... but I dont know what I am doing wrong... So i start to think.. is there someone else? any I not good enough? am I too demanding? should I just shut up and stand in the corner and out of the way? I know you make safirces in a marriage and I'm willing to do them.. I took the full time job for him, so he could be part time for school. I'm stand fully behind him on his decidison to become a teacher or go into radio. Hell I dont even see him that much anymore.. do I bitch... no.. but when I go to touch or hug him when he is home.. I feel like he is pushing me away.. so he can watch tv or be on his computer. I have been trying to get off mine before he is home so I can spend a little time with him. Hell Saturday, we had a date and had a blast... But then life went right back to how it is with us. I dont know what to do anymore... I dont want to fight with him.. but I dont know what to do anymore. Even our D/S life has taken an railroad to it.. I still wear his collar everyday around my neck and finger. I'm devoted to him, no matter what... as his sub.. as his wife.. as his love.. as his soulmate.
I will just stand at his side and love him... when he wants to be with me.. I will be here for him.. that is all I can do for him.
I love him so much... but I dont know what I am doing wrong... So i start to think.. is there someone else? any I not good enough? am I too demanding? should I just shut up and stand in the corner and out of the way? I know you make safirces in a marriage and I'm willing to do them.. I took the full time job for him, so he could be part time for school. I'm stand fully behind him on his decidison to become a teacher or go into radio. Hell I dont even see him that much anymore.. do I bitch... no.. but when I go to touch or hug him when he is home.. I feel like he is pushing me away.. so he can watch tv or be on his computer. I have been trying to get off mine before he is home so I can spend a little time with him. Hell Saturday, we had a date and had a blast... But then life went right back to how it is with us. I dont know what to do anymore... I dont want to fight with him.. but I dont know what to do anymore. Even our D/S life has taken an railroad to it.. I still wear his collar everyday around my neck and finger. I'm devoted to him, no matter what... as his sub.. as his wife.. as his love.. as his soulmate.
I will just stand at his side and love him... when he wants to be with me.. I will be here for him.. that is all I can do for him.