Life sucks...
.... sometimes it really does!
Everyone says life is supposed to be fun and exciting and wonderful. Well, it's not!! Most of the times you get pain, loneliness, humiliation, you are rejected, disrespected, disappointed, your hopes and dreams get shattered and you see yourself forced to keep starting over and hoping that the next time will be better. It will turn out ok. Yeah right!
No matter what my actions are, whether I say/do something or not, things still don't turn out right. I am at a loss about what exactly should I do for everything (or at least something) to be alright.
As of late I have tried to stop being such a pathological people pleaser for my own mental sake.
Who knows, perhaps things will start looking up for me in the near future. Anyway, they are long overdue.
I usually don't keep a journal, but since I have an account on livejournal and at the moment I feel like I want to howl at the moon in sheer frustration, I figured why not make an entry. Noone will read it, nor do I want that to happen but at least I won't implode from keeping everything inside.
Alright, I guess I'm feeling better now. I hope my next entry, whenever that may happen, will be a little more cheerfull.