May 16, 2004 17:00
What would life be like,
If we had never met?
Where would we both be,
If there was nothing to forget?
How would my life be,
If we never got together?
Would I still be happy,
Or would I stay depressed forever?
What would you be doing,
If we had never talked?
If I hadn't e-mailed you,
Would it be my fault?
How would I be different,
If I had never met you?
Would I be better or worse,
Or would I ever get through?
I think it's amazing,
How one action can cause so much,
How it changes your life,
It almost seems like luck.
But like you say so often,
It's all part of God's plan,
And I think now more than ever,
That I truly understand.
the above poem is to ____...this is what i was writing while on the phone with u, and i couldnt read it cuz it hurt so much, but shit happens its over and done with.
Last night was one of the shittest nights, and Trina helped me out alot and i thank her so much. Jackie kept my mind off things too, but i just didnt no know to open up to her that well..
Well thank you all my friends that i talked to last night i wouldnt be here today if it wasnt for u.
Hopefully my week will get better,
Bill