Dec 07, 2004 21:11
I have felt subdued since I found out about Adam. *sigh* I mean, I hardly ever talked to him but it still sucks he's got a girlfriend.
Then I came home in the rain and after I read The Perks of Being a Wallflower it really bummed me out. I don't even know why. I am so confused right now about everything and anything. I really felt like writing up a storm earlier, but I couldn't get on the computer.
Proof that I'm not really feeling myself is that I painted all my finger nails. All of them the same color. Do you have any idea when the last time was that I did that? It's been... forever.
Got my ring back today and it's kind of a joke with this one guy that I'm married. He actually thinks my ring is cool too, it's funny. We had a guest speaker in health today and he was asking these "pick one" questions, you know pepsi or coke, burger king or mcdonald, that kind of thing, and then asked how many people in the class wanted to get married. I was the only girl who didn't raise her hand. I don't know. I think about it and it's like that'd be cool, but every guy I know is stupid and it drives me crazy!! I just want a guy who's reliable and great and... what a dream.