Romancing the Pain - Part 14

[raven_bard]

Title: Romancing the Pain

Rating: M (for adult themes)

Pairing: Pepa/Silvia

Summary: Post episode 104 as well as my last fic, Come Back to Me. It’s basically its sequel; the events that occur after Silvia was released from the hospital.

A/N: Special shout out to mueroporbesarte who kept me uh, entertained whilst I was studying at the library

Comments

[mmm_kekse]

pain and angst shouldn't be this beautiful *laughs*
I was about to go to bed when I saw you posted the next chapter and I couldn't resist reading. and now I feel quite awake and have this need to get really drunk LOL probably shouldn't do that though. and even just drinking wine sounds sexy and pretty when you write it xD
I really really loved this chapter! I know i should like try to find something else to say but you chapters get better and better and I'm like all out of words for all the awesomeness *sighs*
and I'm way too afraid to listen to that song right now... the way you described it... downloaded it anyway. so maybe tomorrow after work xD
so thank you for still writing this great great greaaaaat fic and the song and everything :)
*crawls into bed and tries to think happy thoughts*

[raven_bard]

Mmm...bed. Sleep. I only got up to check my mails and post this cuz my peak internet is capped. *rolls eyes* So forgive me if my reply is a lil skewed, I'm kinda half asleep. I hope that you've gone to bed and not gone to the bottle though. *shakes finger in your direction*

Thanks for loving the chapter so much, your comments are so flattering! *laughs* And you're welcome...I actually enjoy writing so it's not that much of a hassle. Lol. Well, when you get the courage (and sanity) to listen to the song, lemme know what you think k?

*sends you happy dreams that involve bouncing pink ponies and cookies that grow on trees*

[mmm_kekse]

I've been good. went straight to bed. sleeping didn't work so well though. kinda want to go back to bed now. so tired. and the weather is all grayish and wants me to go back to sleep too. *sighs* work. *shakes head* can't they just give me money for being so nice and awesome and all? :( and thank you for sending me those dreams. lol *hugs* think they got lost though somewhere on the journey through time and space.
and I promise I listen to that song today. when I'm awake. but if it makes me all over emotional again like that beach chapter last week I totally want a real cookie tree :( lol
oh and the part where Silvia starts blaming herself again was so awesomely painful <3 (and I'm not just saying that so this comment isn't all about beds and dreams and sleeping. it really just crossed my mind again.)

[raven_bard]

Gods, you too? It's cold and gray and gloomy here as well. It totally makes me want to crawl back into bed and NOT move. To top it off I'm sitting at my desk, listening to sad country music. *shakes head* I'm a glutton for punishment.

But thanks...poor Silvia. They are always so quick to blame themselves and each other. Tsk.

[mmm_kekse]

I hope you did that? crawl back into bed. 'cause if I could relive this day I'd so stay in bed! mmm bed. it's hardly 8 pm and I could fall asleep on the spot. but I just listened to that song and I it was strangely calming and I fell all better now *Scratches head* maybe I was just too tired to pay attention to the lyrics lol but great song I really liked it *nods ... till my head hits the desk and won't come up again* sleep.

[raven_bard]

*nods* I did kinda drift in and out of bed that day...it was that kinda weather that just made one lazy and sleepy. So you liked the song? Sweet! Calming huh? *chuckles* When I first heard him sing it, it was at that country music gig I went to, I was moved to tears. I wonder if it's based on his past...he was so emotional singing it.

[mmm_kekse]

*yawns* mmm in and out of bed. *sighs* I've no idea how I'm supposed to survive this week lol well at least the sun showed it's pretty face today

[raven_bard]

*chuckles* I figured you musta been too tired to listen to the lyrics of the song properly huh? Calming is definitely not a word I would use to describe it. Painful, mournful, tragic, aching..yes. Calming no.

"I love it when songs sound so... real. real emotions. real stories. when they're more then just some pretty words the artist has to sing." ~ Me too. That's a big reason why I got into country music...they sing from their hearts and souls.

After that horrific episode that shall not be named, I made a playlist of every tragic song under the sun and just put it on repeat. I must have been such a masochist. *shakes head*

And no, the guy's not from the 60s! I have one of his albums, I'm trying to look for his other one but I'm having no luck so far. If you want I can upload it for you and give you the link.