Sadness comes easily it's happiness thats hardest to find
I know I haven't been writing much lately, there's been alot of things happening and arguements with my parents. I've been thinking of my career choice and it's stuck for art and writing. I've been thinking about becoming a writer because then I could illustrate my own story. My parents have been putting me down about that they say that it is a low paying job which isn't true. It just depends on how good your story is. I also suggested art like land scapes and anime. They turned that down too and said that they only way you can make money is if they buy the work. God I hate it over here. I've been moody and sad alot. I've been praying to god to give me a chance to go to Canada some how just make it so that I can live there instead. I hate it here my mom wants to move now and my dad has been giving me a hard time lately. I cannever get a hold of my friend Annalee. I go to bed around 6:0pm now and wake up at 11:30. I'm leaving my favorite website and writing some poems, sad ones of course. You can see that my bio. has been rewwritten and that theres a poem in it. Based on my life. I've been talking to Cloud all the time now. It's great to talk to him. He cheers me up all the time. I'm hoping he'll be on today. He's like the only one who talks to me now, besides Barbie and Becky. Barbie's upset because she says that I'm totally leaving my friends behind and that always makes me feel worse. But here's the thing, just because I'm moving to Canada, doesn't mean that I'm never coming back! I mean shure I wont be there every day but my life will be totally different and I'll have my job. Plus with two little foxes, that'll also make it difficult. I know that it'll be very different but this is what happensin life. You go your seperate ways and leave. But I'm still going to be talking to them and hell they could come visit me in Canada some time. Well I'm stopping here for this journal entry. Se......Bye yall.