I don't know hat to do :(
Well me and my bro are back together, turns out he lives in Canada and the time difference is three hours apart. But anyways thats the good news. The bad news is me and my mom got in a huge fight (word fight, thankfully I kept my bad words in)) But any ways, she complained that I was taking to long and that I have to stand to clean off a computer desk. She sits when she cleans off the desk! Well after a lot of arguing she goes and cleans the bathroom mirror. Then I over hear my stupid ass niece ask my mom if I get my allowence this week,(by the way NONE OF HER GOD DAMN BUISENESS!) well my mom says no because I didn't clean at all this week. Fuck her, I only missed one day of cleaning out of 7 fucking days. Plus the family is suppose to help on weekends well I say "I don't get my allowence this week, why?" and she replies no because you didn't clean this week. Well we get in another fight and I keep saying how I knew that I was an accident and that I can't wait till I'm 18 so I can move out. Then she comes back and says that she can't wait either. Well at least I know that my mom hates me. After that I tore up two drawings I did of Hons my dog(make sure you get my dog. Hated him in the beginning but now a sweetheart because he bit Bre about 10 times yesterday) Well then I got even more upset about that and felt like cutting my self. I haven't talked to my mother for quite a while and refuse to talk to anyone but my friends. I also refuse to eat and go to the BUTLER COUNTY FAIR! I wont listen to her anymore. You know that new show Brat camp, I'm going to beg her to put me in there. U know why, because I'll be even worse than before. It's because of them that I turned out this way and now they can try to change me but they may as well shove their hope up there god damn asses. I e-mailed my bro and waiting for his response. Barbie I'd recommend that you don't call today or tomorrow. Thats the last thing I need, another flared up mom. Well I hope she burns in hell and stays there. She's a bitch my dads afat ass jackass and I'm the last thing you want to come across when ticked off. Wonderful family isn't it. So much for my great weekend. Now I can rub it into Angies face, she told me to promise her a good weekend. Yup I had mine and now feel to kill!