Can something be both bad and good at the same time?
So im just sitting in an empty room right now waiting for my parents to come take me home. All my shit is packed up in boxes, the posters are down, the tv is unplugged. It's so... bare and depressing. I want to go home. I miss my friends, I miss my bed, I miss my Trouble, I miss my house, I miss my sisters, and I miss my job. And yet at the same time i dont want to leave. I'll miss my brian, I'll miss my friends, I'll miss my freedom, I'll miss just wandering around the campus. I think it's just hitting me now that im leaving. I screwed up this year with my grades. I am so worried that my parents will not let me come back next year. All I can do is cross my fingers and hope for the best, though. What happens happens and i will simply have to live with it.