Aug 09, 2004 01:43
*sigh* I dont know what has been wrong with me lately. I'll be perfectly fine and then when i go out in public i just seem to get pissed off and irritated at most people. There are only about 4 people that i can deal with right now. I have no clue whats wrong with me. End of the summer blues? But i should be happy... I'll be out of this fucking house in 10 days... I'll be back with my brian... I wont have to deal with my parents bitching about money... So whats wrong with me? Life just seems to hold no joy. It's the same thing every day and i no longer live in a hazy uncaring fog of marijuana. yep, you read that right... i, dani, am no longer a pothead. I started out slowing down because my grades were reflecting my pot intake and now... i have no desire to smoke my life away... and it dosnt hurt that im in love with a non-smoker. Dont get me wrong, i havent quit pot. I just no longer smoke all day every day.