utterly fried
i am totally burned out...never in my life have i ever put that much effort into something...
got up at 7 as planned, was out of the exam by about half 9 (was a real suprise to everyone, easier than expected, still tricky though. passed.) and between 9.30pm, when i finally left the labs, i must have been away from a computer screen for -at most- 4 hours...and i still have nothing operational...on the not-entirely-midnight side, theres nothing in it that was there at this time yesterday...im only really guessing thats a good thing, at least -I- understand most of it, unlike the fucking program itself which spent a good two hours denying the existance of part of itself...basically everything i did was incorrect somehow, nothing can be put into that shit first time...
it blows and its completely blown me
dead on my fuckin feet, truely
so both this project and the one thats meant to be in tomorrow are gonna be down by 10%, that doesnt bother me much, its the not getting it done at all that bothers me...
thanks for the undeserved support after last nights post, it was nice to smile without manic inspiration today
got up at 7 as planned, was out of the exam by about half 9 (was a real suprise to everyone, easier than expected, still tricky though. passed.) and between 9.30pm, when i finally left the labs, i must have been away from a computer screen for -at most- 4 hours...and i still have nothing operational...on the not-entirely-midnight side, theres nothing in it that was there at this time yesterday...im only really guessing thats a good thing, at least -I- understand most of it, unlike the fucking program itself which spent a good two hours denying the existance of part of itself...basically everything i did was incorrect somehow, nothing can be put into that shit first time...
it blows and its completely blown me
dead on my fuckin feet, truely
so both this project and the one thats meant to be in tomorrow are gonna be down by 10%, that doesnt bother me much, its the not getting it done at all that bothers me...
thanks for the undeserved support after last nights post, it was nice to smile without manic inspiration today