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so the infamous question seems to be: "enjoy being home?"
currently, i'd have to say i'd hesitate to answer that
now don't get me wrong, there's definitely nothing like being home after a year's absence
being able to see high school friends and people i've known for most of my life
being able to catch up and just get back into things i used to do
it's great
it's just i'm left with this odd feeling at times
where things just don't fit like they used to
it hasn't really occurred to me how much i really did change this year
it's like moving forward and gaining this awareness and realization of a perspective on life....my life
and having this backward feeling where nothing is the same
and getting all frustrated because although i changed
nothing else seemed to
this is both positive and negative in their respects
positive because it's always important to return to ones roots
but negative in terms of how i feel toward it
it kinda sucks when u realize the reality of the situation.....
that home, the place you've always viewed as home, just isn't home anymore
but i guess that's the thing with the notion of home, it's relative.....
currently, i'd have to say i'd hesitate to answer that
now don't get me wrong, there's definitely nothing like being home after a year's absence
being able to see high school friends and people i've known for most of my life
being able to catch up and just get back into things i used to do
it's great
it's just i'm left with this odd feeling at times
where things just don't fit like they used to
it hasn't really occurred to me how much i really did change this year
it's like moving forward and gaining this awareness and realization of a perspective on life....my life
and having this backward feeling where nothing is the same
and getting all frustrated because although i changed
nothing else seemed to
this is both positive and negative in their respects
positive because it's always important to return to ones roots
but negative in terms of how i feel toward it
it kinda sucks when u realize the reality of the situation.....
that home, the place you've always viewed as home, just isn't home anymore
but i guess that's the thing with the notion of home, it's relative.....