A Changing world
Hello to anyone that reads this or even cares . I am starting to do this again because I have very few friends that live near me or hang out since we have all grown up. Its so weird where ive come to nowadays. Im not dating the same girls I used to. We dont even talk to each other. Some of my friends have kids or a bunch of them are married.I feel so Old now. In ways I love growing up but in other ways I feel its a terrible thing. Ive lost a lot of friends to reasons I dont even know. They stop talking to me, they even deleted me off fb or blocked me. I dont get it.... I thought we had fun amazing times together in highschool. I really REALLY miss some of my friends. To continue, Ive lost some close friends to death. It hasnt been easy but Im learning to cope. I still miss my Best friend Zac that left all of us our juinor year. I lost my old Bassist and good friend Tommy to drugs, I lost a girl named stephanie I used to have tackling matches with in house soccer, I lost a great friend also being my friends step Father to suicide right outside down the road from my house. Last I lost my dog that I loved for 10 yrs of my life, She helped me get threw the toughest times. Sadie you will forever be in my Heart. Also Ive gained a record amount of weight which im not happy with at all That i want to lose.Over the years my adventures have faded because I have less friends to go on them with. I just reALLY miss a lot of the past. Its just such a changing world and its sometimes a little to extreme.
I cant be a total downer tho, There has been some good moments over these years. Im happy that my friends are married to ones they love, im happy of the new friends ive made these past few years. I now play hockey in leagues and still play some vball. I have the best teamates I could ask for we all get along, drink, have good times after the game and sometimes just to chill. I LOVE where my band has gone over the past 4 yrs. We have had ups and downs but its worked itself out and now my band is doing better than Ever. I have a new dog named Jack Daniels, He is adorable and loves to cuddle next to me all the time. Sometimes he can be the funniest pup ive ever seen. Which hes actually laying next to me right now. Im still at Buffalo State which sucks but im hoping to graduate by next year. Im about to be an Uncle, my sister is in the hospital right now and Ill have my first Niece. I love the friends I still have and im happy with the girl im with right now but another question raises is she right for me tho?
Anyways to sum this post up its been a crazy 8 years since my senior year, yet im still here and still breathing and I guess ill keep on chugging and just keep hopeing for the best. I miss my past, alot, but my future is whats ahead and I need to prepare myself for what lies ahead. *takes Deep Breath* here we go....
I cant be a total downer tho, There has been some good moments over these years. Im happy that my friends are married to ones they love, im happy of the new friends ive made these past few years. I now play hockey in leagues and still play some vball. I have the best teamates I could ask for we all get along, drink, have good times after the game and sometimes just to chill. I LOVE where my band has gone over the past 4 yrs. We have had ups and downs but its worked itself out and now my band is doing better than Ever. I have a new dog named Jack Daniels, He is adorable and loves to cuddle next to me all the time. Sometimes he can be the funniest pup ive ever seen. Which hes actually laying next to me right now. Im still at Buffalo State which sucks but im hoping to graduate by next year. Im about to be an Uncle, my sister is in the hospital right now and Ill have my first Niece. I love the friends I still have and im happy with the girl im with right now but another question raises is she right for me tho?
Anyways to sum this post up its been a crazy 8 years since my senior year, yet im still here and still breathing and I guess ill keep on chugging and just keep hopeing for the best. I miss my past, alot, but my future is whats ahead and I need to prepare myself for what lies ahead. *takes Deep Breath* here we go....