Issues
Ha, story of my life! LoL. Havn't updated as I havn't been at work till now cos of my stupid arm and been off on workers comp. I had a pretty good weekend, on friday night Ian took me down to Salamanca and we walked round and he bought me lush ice cream, then on saturday night I was meant to be going out for Tamika's birthday. I went round to Ash's, there were like 20 odd people there all talking bout drugs and no one thinks that there is more to life..... I can't stand it anymore. I got sooo pissed off that I went home at midnight and didn't go out, I serioulsy feel like I have no true friends at all. No kidding. I feel like the only person who even remotley wants to hang out with me and have a conversastion with me is Ian.
Lindsay messaged me the other night seeing if Ian and I want to go and have a session and I hardcore do want to go round etc but everytime I mention it, he goes all funny and is like 'You can. I'm not'. Might have to go and visit Lindsay wif Johnsie and somehow get Robbie to come so we can get there..........LoL.... Life is sooo complicated for things sooo simple sometimes.... I don't think Ian understands that I don't have really a proper best friend at the moment. Like yeah I have Rob etc.... I miss having chick friends....... I miss my crew and the fact that I'm invisable.......
Lindsay messaged me the other night seeing if Ian and I want to go and have a session and I hardcore do want to go round etc but everytime I mention it, he goes all funny and is like 'You can. I'm not'. Might have to go and visit Lindsay wif Johnsie and somehow get Robbie to come so we can get there..........LoL.... Life is sooo complicated for things sooo simple sometimes.... I don't think Ian understands that I don't have really a proper best friend at the moment. Like yeah I have Rob etc.... I miss having chick friends....... I miss my crew and the fact that I'm invisable.......