Oct 31, 2006 11:42
And I didn't realize how much until last night. Ian and I went to the hospital to go see his dad as his dad had surgery etc..... I was right while we were talking to his dad in his room but once we left, the walls started caving in and everything went blury and I hardcore got chest pains, Ian was literally holding me up, it felt like I was in a nightmare or something, like Ian was talking to me but I could hardly hear him, it was freaky!
Keiran and Ian's dad, Gary were talking bout Bianca and asked me what I thought of her, I said 'No comment' and then Keiran is like 'Be nice or you can't come to xmas', I don't think Ian's family realize I don't actually care bout things like that.........grain of salt and I think Keiran was very surprised..... Keiran gave me her old lap top which is wicked, it's a bit slow but my boss at work is going to fix it for me! Can't complain it has windows xp and everything.! I didn't even ask for it, one night I was just saying to Ian how I have no time to do my study and it sux not have a computer and then a week later I get given a lap top! How nice.... I love Ian's family sooo much...
I've been missing Ian soo much this week and Ian surprised me last night by bringing all his work stuff so he could spend the night with me, it was sooo cute so I snuggled up to Ian all night, well till 4.15am till he had to get up and go to work! I love Ian with all my heart, he makes me soooo happy. Ian Ian Ian.....
Now for all your LJ users out there who are abusing my journal and one of my good friend's .......! I have had the same problem and all I'm going to say is, what is wrong with you? These are peoples private thoughts and feelings! If you have nothing constructive to say, say nothing.!!!
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