Ian hates me......................
I had lunch with Ian today and he hardcore upset and didn't even realize......He massively snapped at me, and like now I just feel like bloody bawling my eyes out because of it... Now I feel like he doesn't really love me at all and it's just a convienence thing for him. I LOVE IAN SOOOO MUCH, I don't want to lose him but I don't want to be a girlfriend just cos he's bored or something................
And there is soooo much he hasn't told me about his past and he says he wants to tell me and I do understand that its hard for him to talk about but I still feel like I barely know anything about him.........
And there is soooo much he hasn't told me about his past and he says he wants to tell me and I do understand that its hard for him to talk about but I still feel like I barely know anything about him.........