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It's nice to feel alive again.
Things haven't been so good the last few months. But I believe it's finally going to work out. Let's see. I lost my job! Yeah, I got fired.. It felt great. The way that place is run is just horrible. It might seem kinda sad but I got fired because of my Nintendo DS. At the end of the night there's very little to do from 8:30 - 11:00. So we all do whatever. Read, write, listen to music, play a hand held game that shuts off instantly by closing the top. This old guy Jim, our supervisor had always disliked me.. Simply because he's the crappiest crap supervisor there is. But he's one of those people that's all fake to the "higher ups". Suck up like. It's always been okay to read. People have brought in headphones, done homework. One older lady even plays one of those handheld poker games. Jim thought it would be a good idea to make me "keep it at home". No, sorry Jim.
I got called into the directors of nursing office like a week later. I told her the truth. Every one does what they want from that time until 11. Jim just flat out lied to her. "If I see someone reading I make them stop." Yeah, okay. You read the newspaper with your feet up in that little office EVERY night. I said that, in some sarcastic I'm better than you way. I basically got fired for trying to be treated the same as anyone else. Best part about it, a lot of the aids wouldn't talk to Jim after that.
I'm sure that whole thing was trying to tell me something. Like. You're better than this, go to school you lazy procrastinating no good bum. But I managed to take it as something else.
I live back home now. I sleep like a normal person. Amazing. I go to bed at 11, and wake up at 5 normally. I sure missed home... Missed my family, a lot..... My older Brother is moving out at the end of the month, so I'll have my old old room back. For myself.. And my other self. I've managed to make quite a few mistakes in the last 2 years of my life. I was always so careful.. Not to have any regrets. Now I could name 4 or 5. And they all can never be changed. I dwell on the past a bit too much I suppose. Life really isn't some fairy tale where things are just the way you thought they would be. I know one thing for sure, I've grown a lot. I have to make things better, simply because it's not for myself anymore.
Here, this is funny. I thought.
She laughed at the touches, pushing their groping hands away playfully. "Ah ah ah..." She wagged a finger at them, smiling. "Gentleman, gentleman..." Irulan laid back, scootching away from the horny, drunk men. She became nervous, but didn't show it. "There's no need to be-- AHH!" She jumped as a hand cupped her breast from behind. "WHO DID THAT!? Stop it!" The dirty pigs were thrown into a frenzy, touching and groping and getting out of control.
Jayle was up quickly, making his way to the crowd that had surrounded the table. Rudgar, too. Jayle started bashing drunks and commoners with the butt of his sword, pushing them aside, Rudgar just throwing them. They each sped up, it being a race in their mind. All of the drunks had been pryed away from her, and at the same time, Jayle and Rudgar grabbed one of Irulan's wrist from seperate sides. Jayle looked over the table, not even bothering to glance at Irulan, "Hands off, I was here first." Rudgar tugged on Irulan's arm, pulling her to his side of the table, "WAS NOT! Even if you were, clearly I bashed more drunks. Now, hand her over."
Things haven't been so good the last few months. But I believe it's finally going to work out. Let's see. I lost my job! Yeah, I got fired.. It felt great. The way that place is run is just horrible. It might seem kinda sad but I got fired because of my Nintendo DS. At the end of the night there's very little to do from 8:30 - 11:00. So we all do whatever. Read, write, listen to music, play a hand held game that shuts off instantly by closing the top. This old guy Jim, our supervisor had always disliked me.. Simply because he's the crappiest crap supervisor there is. But he's one of those people that's all fake to the "higher ups". Suck up like. It's always been okay to read. People have brought in headphones, done homework. One older lady even plays one of those handheld poker games. Jim thought it would be a good idea to make me "keep it at home". No, sorry Jim.
I got called into the directors of nursing office like a week later. I told her the truth. Every one does what they want from that time until 11. Jim just flat out lied to her. "If I see someone reading I make them stop." Yeah, okay. You read the newspaper with your feet up in that little office EVERY night. I said that, in some sarcastic I'm better than you way. I basically got fired for trying to be treated the same as anyone else. Best part about it, a lot of the aids wouldn't talk to Jim after that.
I'm sure that whole thing was trying to tell me something. Like. You're better than this, go to school you lazy procrastinating no good bum. But I managed to take it as something else.
I live back home now. I sleep like a normal person. Amazing. I go to bed at 11, and wake up at 5 normally. I sure missed home... Missed my family, a lot..... My older Brother is moving out at the end of the month, so I'll have my old old room back. For myself.. And my other self. I've managed to make quite a few mistakes in the last 2 years of my life. I was always so careful.. Not to have any regrets. Now I could name 4 or 5. And they all can never be changed. I dwell on the past a bit too much I suppose. Life really isn't some fairy tale where things are just the way you thought they would be. I know one thing for sure, I've grown a lot. I have to make things better, simply because it's not for myself anymore.
Here, this is funny. I thought.
She laughed at the touches, pushing their groping hands away playfully. "Ah ah ah..." She wagged a finger at them, smiling. "Gentleman, gentleman..." Irulan laid back, scootching away from the horny, drunk men. She became nervous, but didn't show it. "There's no need to be-- AHH!" She jumped as a hand cupped her breast from behind. "WHO DID THAT!? Stop it!" The dirty pigs were thrown into a frenzy, touching and groping and getting out of control.
Jayle was up quickly, making his way to the crowd that had surrounded the table. Rudgar, too. Jayle started bashing drunks and commoners with the butt of his sword, pushing them aside, Rudgar just throwing them. They each sped up, it being a race in their mind. All of the drunks had been pryed away from her, and at the same time, Jayle and Rudgar grabbed one of Irulan's wrist from seperate sides. Jayle looked over the table, not even bothering to glance at Irulan, "Hands off, I was here first." Rudgar tugged on Irulan's arm, pulling her to his side of the table, "WAS NOT! Even if you were, clearly I bashed more drunks. Now, hand her over."