Feb 09, 2007 03:13
There really isn't much of a difference, is there?
I no longer really find myself interested in my ability to use others to my ends, but to assist others in reaching their ends.
Nor am I really seeing likelyhood in my ever being in a relationship again. I don't do well there, rather than alone. I am capable of doing so much more when not distracted in the falsities of modern romanticism.
Also, I think I am about to hit the next stage of losing hair.
A very short story, a couple months ago I took two pictures in fog filled woods with the same camera, mere minutes apart. One is very ruddy and red-ish.
The other is very notably blue.
I have not colour adjusted or the like, they simply turned out different.
I am not sure which of them is me, yet, but I'm almost certain that there are few others the same shade, and that I should focus more on using my uniqueness to the advantage and assistance of others rather than myself.
Golden rule and all that. On to the night of sleep I so greatly need, but never seem to truly catch.
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