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Oct 20, 2004 08:59

you know sometimes
sometimes i feel so tired
i cant eat
i cant sleep
im so tired
the pressure builds and builds
seems like theres no use
the things i see
go unnoticed by some
fill my eyes with horror
anger!
guilt!
the frustration
the depression
makes waking up everyday harder and harder
i gotta make money
so i can get by
so i can breathe
eat and live in this society
i dont even like money
and i gotta work everyday
just to feed myself
god it makes me sick
i just wanna curl up into a hole
and die cuz it isnt worth it
i need a raise man
i cant survive in this anymore
i cant live on this
im hungry
i have seen hell
you dont care
you dont love me
i only love myself
no one will love me
like i love me.........

scary farm on friday.....hopefully it works out also band practice on saturday hopefully that work out too man i miss the band and the practices and the band stoagies we'd have hahah and the band toke sessions......
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