Jul 10, 2013 21:28
I think that's what I must have been dreaming about when I was pushing and moving around a lot this afternoon. I'm glad you were there because I don't want to sleep tonight....at all...with him lurking in the back of my mind...I remember I think these happened when I was a kid...something would haunt me for a bit....normally what haunts me after is a rape dream. The person who did it i can't be near for a bit...but this is different. THIS WAS AN ACTOR. A FUCKING ACTOR. God...my mind...what goes on in there...do I even want to know?