Feb 03, 2016 13:49
If I wrote here yesterday it would have been about my inability to get enough done after work. Time management.
Yesterday, however, I did yoga, maintained my Darkon gear, picked up my dry cleaning, went to Rite Aid for supplies, cleaned my apartment, did yoga again, did upper body exercises, went running, did a load of laundry, dyed my hair and paid my bills.
Productivity, therefore, is not foremost among my concerns. Tonight I will have a comparatively more restful evening watching Z Nation and plucking, although it will likely also include some cleaning, laundry and yoga.
Contemplations about friendship and connection, trying to solve the perpetual human mystery still occur to me frequently. I find myself more inclined to draw a hard line with people while also putting myself out there and getting to know more. Flaky behavior effectively becomes the equivalent of not being able to get to know someone better as a friend and I need to be more comfortable with writing those types off in favor of more dependable and communicative people. Putting forth effort into existing connections that will never go anywhere rather than in meeting and getting to know others who I could actually end up being closer to me seems the real solution to my frustration. We’ll see how that approach works.