Efficacy
I haven't had a particularly productive week. Last night I did some Santa Day shopping and Chris came over to play Horus Heresy with me. I had been intending to do that for a long time, and am glad to have finally had the experience. The company was also nice.
I have been in e-mail communication with Jamie about tango. I really want to catch the bug, to catch the addiction. I love tango, but not enough. I want to break through and get lost in it just like she did. The grace and elegance and the embrace. I don't need to escape.
All of these connections are fleeting. All tandas end, all cortinas come and go. Some scar more than others. Life is an ongoing hunger for boleos and sanguchitos and caricias and sacadas, glutting one after another until death, pretending the dance will never end. All dances end. All we have is the pretense.
No one cares about your tractor.
I have been in e-mail communication with Jamie about tango. I really want to catch the bug, to catch the addiction. I love tango, but not enough. I want to break through and get lost in it just like she did. The grace and elegance and the embrace. I don't need to escape.
All of these connections are fleeting. All tandas end, all cortinas come and go. Some scar more than others. Life is an ongoing hunger for boleos and sanguchitos and caricias and sacadas, glutting one after another until death, pretending the dance will never end. All dances end. All we have is the pretense.
No one cares about your tractor.