And as always, LJ gets me when I'm most uncomfortable and moody.
The longer I sit here, the more and more aware I become that I really need to believe in something right now.
My current lack of hope is rather staggering.
I don't really have any big news for you all.
I get up and go to work.
I come home from work and hang out with my mom (who is consequently the only one still awake).
I then read Harry Potter until I go to sleep.
This is all I do these days. I've gotten to hang out with people this week, which is odd for me of late.
Also, if I haven't returned your calls, I'm sorry. If I'm not at work, then I'm usually not awake in the mornings anymore.
Harry Potter party tonight. I'm so excited, but not at the same time.
For those who see me if I decide to go out and about tonight, I'm in a bit of a down mood right now, due to my inability to keep myself from having ridiculous mood swings (this is not new, just new to my awareness of it).
My current lack of hope is rather staggering.
I don't really have any big news for you all.
I get up and go to work.
I come home from work and hang out with my mom (who is consequently the only one still awake).
I then read Harry Potter until I go to sleep.
This is all I do these days. I've gotten to hang out with people this week, which is odd for me of late.
Also, if I haven't returned your calls, I'm sorry. If I'm not at work, then I'm usually not awake in the mornings anymore.
Harry Potter party tonight. I'm so excited, but not at the same time.
For those who see me if I decide to go out and about tonight, I'm in a bit of a down mood right now, due to my inability to keep myself from having ridiculous mood swings (this is not new, just new to my awareness of it).