i done got gyped, but i made the deal.
I'm a clever, but a nosey and impatient little girl.
I found out some things about what I've wanted so ferociously for the past three days.
There's something sickening about finding perfection (even the flaws were perfect) and then watching it fizz up like bakeing soda and vinegar in a mason and hiss and buble across the table, eventually spilling over into your lap. You're pissed, but only at yourself. You know you should have been more careful. You should never have sat it that close to the edge.
I'm too impulsive and I bet all my money on the prize horse, only to find they'd been burning mary jane instead of torches in the stables and feeding him cotton candy versus oats.
I think I'm going to be sick. But at least I have Coco Rosie, My Brightest Diamond, and Joanna Newsom to keep my company.
They're my current three best friends. They listen without hearing and give me advice, but they don't care and they never really answer my questions--just like everyone else.
The one good that came from this: I've wanted something fiercely. And I've been inspired to be better. Too bad what I was inspired by and wanted turned out to be something else.
Life if absurd. So is my faith. So am I.
I found out some things about what I've wanted so ferociously for the past three days.
There's something sickening about finding perfection (even the flaws were perfect) and then watching it fizz up like bakeing soda and vinegar in a mason and hiss and buble across the table, eventually spilling over into your lap. You're pissed, but only at yourself. You know you should have been more careful. You should never have sat it that close to the edge.
I'm too impulsive and I bet all my money on the prize horse, only to find they'd been burning mary jane instead of torches in the stables and feeding him cotton candy versus oats.
I think I'm going to be sick. But at least I have Coco Rosie, My Brightest Diamond, and Joanna Newsom to keep my company.
They're my current three best friends. They listen without hearing and give me advice, but they don't care and they never really answer my questions--just like everyone else.
The one good that came from this: I've wanted something fiercely. And I've been inspired to be better. Too bad what I was inspired by and wanted turned out to be something else.
Life if absurd. So is my faith. So am I.