May 01, 2008 20:24
I've become a veritable hermit. I realized that I talk to fewer than three people each day. They are the same people over and over and I'm a little bored of it.
This leads me to use facebook as if it is a REAL form of communication, when in reality I am just reading about what other people are actually doing.
This is not to say my days aren't productive. I read, workout, do school work, dance, listen to music, ride my bike, eat, cook, etc.
The conclusion is I miss my friends. Not that I saw them all the time, but I miss knowing they were available if I wanted to call. I miss knowing there were people around who would put up with my awkward chatter or silence when I was tired of sitting alone in my apartment finding things to do with myself.
I'm going to go swim and ride my bike now, because I need something to do.