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[ratoncita]

Why can't I stop looking for someone to be with? I am happy by myself... reading books, watching movies, spending time with my friends, and yet... I keep looking and the search drives me crazy. It makes me insecure, it makes me question, it distracts from my actual interests and intentions.

Is it sex that I lack? I have many friends with whom I can be myself, it seems like it can't be intimacy. Why am I still searching?