Curling up in bed with someone would be really nice right now... like two little bears
I haven't updated in a while. I am pretty happy right now, but at the same time I am a little lost. Sometimes I feel overly secure and other times I feel so insecure and paranoid I can almost not handle it. I feel boring and uncreative a lot of late. I talk about the same things and think about the same things... and I am really exhausted of listening\thinking to myself. Life is good... school is good... most of my crickets are alive... bonsai is in my head if not yet realized. I'm pretty excited about Spring break and Sangita is supposed to come sometime this week.
Lately all I want is affection. I want people to hug me and hold me and love me. I want kisses and caresses. More than anything I want connection and comfort, something that I am finding difficult with most people these days. I just can't get comfortable in my own skin and the feeling of being single is a little bit much for me... I want to be oblivious to sexual attraction again... I want to forget about the haves and have nots of charms.
Lately all I want is affection. I want people to hug me and hold me and love me. I want kisses and caresses. More than anything I want connection and comfort, something that I am finding difficult with most people these days. I just can't get comfortable in my own skin and the feeling of being single is a little bit much for me... I want to be oblivious to sexual attraction again... I want to forget about the haves and have nots of charms.