Apr 23, 2008 00:07
G called today early enough so we could talk for a couple of hours. Mick called during the conversation. I told him i was on the phone with my mother. So I went back to talk to G then called Mick while I was in the car with my friend on the way to work.
Mick wants to have "coffee" tomorrow. He said he'll let me spend the day thinking about it.
I think this is the "talk".
Of course I'm not going to bring up G. But if it so happens that things don't go well there are other mitigating reasons.
During the conversation with G i brought up the relationship i have with Mick. I told G sometimes i just wanted him to tell me what to do. I guess he sort of did. He said until it stops feeling like a blessing and becomes a burden I shouldn't change yet. Now had Mick not said he wanted this "talk" i was ready to re-think my attitude about the whole thing.
I am not sure how i feel right now.
Mick is/was an important person in my life. I was a basketcase when we met and he's been very supportive and i wouldn't have done what i've done these past couple of years if it not been for him.