The tide is high

Apr 11, 2008 00:06

 G did it again. Just when I need to hear his voice he calls. Unfortunately he forgot about the time change and he called 45 minutes before I had to leave for work. And just like a drug there is sheer elation at talking to him then a horrid crash after I have to hang up with him and go on with my day.

:-(

That was the shortest conversation we've ever had. I found out that he's probably staying longer than anticipated. He has a 30 day visa, but he's going to look into getting a work visa. I told him the first time I met him I knew he wasn't going to come back anytime soon. In fact I assumed I'd probably meet him in Thailand when Kerry and I started to travel after Kate graduated. I hate being right sometimes.

I have this sneaky feeling I'll be waiting for him for sometime. I wonder how strong i can be when i have to be.

I told G i might have entered a nunnery as well since he's left. He did feel sorry for me, but he did say if i needed to get jiggy to go for it. The dark part of him said to just use the people for my needs. It's so weird to hear him say that because he's normally not like that. But I do know that dark black part of him that he's accepted and lets out occasionally. That's the part of him that makes me shiver.

I didn't ask the Universe for anything. It kinda looks like that's what I got.  Sure meet the one person who gets you without explaining anything, just have his destiny on the other side of the world. He even did a past life regression hypnoses and he was a monk then too!

Are you sure you still want his clone, Kez?

On a different topic I've a date with Ovie tomorrow. I get free dinner, free drinks and sex. I'm such a whore :-)
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