options to be considered
lets think:
some options to be considered
as far as life right now, I'm getting straight fucked up the ass. no suprise there.
I hate my friends. all of them. go away.
high school. god damn it. I can't deal with it right now. I've been thinking about dropping out.
then I start to think. 11 years wasted. its alright with me. maybe I've been thinking about doing this because I'm stupid.
it doesn't really matter. no matter how naive I might be, I cannot actually see myself being able to deal with school anymore. theres nothing there for me. theres nothing here for me.
maybe I'll start a band. maybe not.
the simple fact is that considering my emotional state right now, I'm about ready to crash. its not really a pretty thing.
some may argue that dropping out is a horrible idea. I don't really think so.
of course, its all my choice. I might find my calling elsewhere.
another option.
leaving this place forever. it sounds nice.
or maybe 17 is a rough age. I don't exactly care what anyone thinks.
I'm losing myself. its kind of scary. I need to invent a reason to keep pulling myself around like this.
I'm sure in the end, no matter what I do, I'll bring myself to an answer, kicking and screaming, but hopefully I'll make the correct choice here.
or maybe not.
some options to be considered
as far as life right now, I'm getting straight fucked up the ass. no suprise there.
I hate my friends. all of them. go away.
high school. god damn it. I can't deal with it right now. I've been thinking about dropping out.
then I start to think. 11 years wasted. its alright with me. maybe I've been thinking about doing this because I'm stupid.
it doesn't really matter. no matter how naive I might be, I cannot actually see myself being able to deal with school anymore. theres nothing there for me. theres nothing here for me.
maybe I'll start a band. maybe not.
the simple fact is that considering my emotional state right now, I'm about ready to crash. its not really a pretty thing.
some may argue that dropping out is a horrible idea. I don't really think so.
of course, its all my choice. I might find my calling elsewhere.
another option.
leaving this place forever. it sounds nice.
or maybe 17 is a rough age. I don't exactly care what anyone thinks.
I'm losing myself. its kind of scary. I need to invent a reason to keep pulling myself around like this.
I'm sure in the end, no matter what I do, I'll bring myself to an answer, kicking and screaming, but hopefully I'll make the correct choice here.
or maybe not.