I wanna fly like an eagle when I'm tired
For this brief window of 5AM sleepiness, I feel normal. I think I exist so high up inside my head that my control of my body is muddled. It seems like I have to torch a bowl, stay up very late, or tire myself out in jiu jitsu to quiet down my mind and achieve unclouded functionality. That or take amphetamines. (Not that I've tried yet.)
Too much mental dialogue, too much noise. It used to be easy for me to "step back and detach" from the world. Now that I'm out of school and regularly away from 'people', I feel more attached than ever, whether I like it or not.
Too much mental dialogue, too much noise. It used to be easy for me to "step back and detach" from the world. Now that I'm out of school and regularly away from 'people', I feel more attached than ever, whether I like it or not.