Crisis of faith

Dec 18, 2008 12:03

I must repeat the DORIAN IS AWESOME. DORIAN IS GOOD. mantra over and over again.
I am having what we would call a crisis of faith if it was regarding, you know, faith, instead of my lease.
I'm about to sign a lease on a one bedroom apartment in a 2 tenant building on a quiet street in Champaign, Illinois. I will be Alone.
This may call for cable. And joining a sports team. And spending a lot of time at one of the like 5 libraries. I'll need a job and a synagogue and maybe more cats.
Apparently the gym facilities are nice. Maybe this will be the time I start to work out again. Some time needs to be the time, that's for sure.
Which reminds me, I need to cancel my very nice gym membership I barely used. Well that's not true, I totally used it, just not with remotely the regularity that I intended. Fucking school.
Fuck. Fuck.
Ramsey promises me I will be able to make some liquid friends. I can do it. I'm fucking social.

angst

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