I had some bourbon and I'm happy.
So I'm nervous, and freaked out, and it's been one of those kinds of days where I let my emotions turn right round baby right round.
I was fed delicious things at L&N wine bar and bistro by a wonderful man who demanded nothing in return except that I accompany him to a couple parties.
I am psyched about tomorrow, because I'm treating myself to an ass kicking. I know that sounds crazy, but I've had a shitty paranoid couple of days and what I really need is an hour of hard ass training and Ryan at his more charming. My knee is holding up and my shoulders are not giving me so much pain at the instant, so it's time to play!
And the film student called. I had created an elaborate scenario in my head where he no longer liked me, so it is a relief to find this is not the case. I have GOT to calm down. Anyways, I think I'm going to make him go on a date with me on Wednesday if we can find the time. (Yeah, we're going to pretend he didn't ignore messages for a couple days. I don't know why he did and I don't want to know. I know that he wants to see me now and that's enough.)
I should try sleeping. Not sleeping before training always ends so badly.
I was fed delicious things at L&N wine bar and bistro by a wonderful man who demanded nothing in return except that I accompany him to a couple parties.
I am psyched about tomorrow, because I'm treating myself to an ass kicking. I know that sounds crazy, but I've had a shitty paranoid couple of days and what I really need is an hour of hard ass training and Ryan at his more charming. My knee is holding up and my shoulders are not giving me so much pain at the instant, so it's time to play!
And the film student called. I had created an elaborate scenario in my head where he no longer liked me, so it is a relief to find this is not the case. I have GOT to calm down. Anyways, I think I'm going to make him go on a date with me on Wednesday if we can find the time. (Yeah, we're going to pretend he didn't ignore messages for a couple days. I don't know why he did and I don't want to know. I know that he wants to see me now and that's enough.)
I should try sleeping. Not sleeping before training always ends so badly.