Irritably awake
Harumph. I've been doing that thing where I unintentionally pass out on my face in my clothes at some UNGODLY hour (last night it was around 9:45 pm) and then wake up all grumpy while it's still dark out and feel completely rested and again, grumpy. This especially happens when it's all frosty and dark all the time, because I just feel like sleeping all the time when it's frosty and dark.
Anna's been all irritated with me for behavior like this, because I keep falling asleep right when we're about to do something, and I don't even mean to. I'm a non functional sleep lush. Oy.
She doesn't know, but I bought a pack of cigarettes yesterday. If you didn't know, I've been quitting the cigs and hadn't bought cigarettes for three weeks before yesterday. Which is a small triumph, still, considering the severity of my habit.
What's crazy is that right now, my parents are leaving for work as they do every morning, while it is still dark, and gloomy out.
I MISS SANTA FE SO MUCH. I MISS HAVING THE SUN BE OUT FOR THE MAJORITY OF EVERY GIVEN DAY, AND BEING ABLE TO SEE THE SKY, AND HAVING MANAGEABLE HAIR, AND BEING IN WALKING DISTANCE FROM EVERYTHING IMPORTANT, AND THE DRYNESS, AND THE WAY DISHES WOULD DRY WITHIN THREE MINUTES OF WASHING, AND THE SUN AND THE SUN AND THE SUN. GAH.
Talked to Jesse last night. HE's in the desert, that gloating motherfucker.
Anna's been all irritated with me for behavior like this, because I keep falling asleep right when we're about to do something, and I don't even mean to. I'm a non functional sleep lush. Oy.
She doesn't know, but I bought a pack of cigarettes yesterday. If you didn't know, I've been quitting the cigs and hadn't bought cigarettes for three weeks before yesterday. Which is a small triumph, still, considering the severity of my habit.
What's crazy is that right now, my parents are leaving for work as they do every morning, while it is still dark, and gloomy out.
I MISS SANTA FE SO MUCH. I MISS HAVING THE SUN BE OUT FOR THE MAJORITY OF EVERY GIVEN DAY, AND BEING ABLE TO SEE THE SKY, AND HAVING MANAGEABLE HAIR, AND BEING IN WALKING DISTANCE FROM EVERYTHING IMPORTANT, AND THE DRYNESS, AND THE WAY DISHES WOULD DRY WITHIN THREE MINUTES OF WASHING, AND THE SUN AND THE SUN AND THE SUN. GAH.
Talked to Jesse last night. HE's in the desert, that gloating motherfucker.