Sep 05, 2007 22:21
*ugh*
The past three days... that would be this entire week. I have come home and just broken down in tears. What I thought was taken care of, just gets worse. Monday happened where it was Labor day and i was running the night shift from the kitchen as I ran the kitchen... Moral of the story: I can't be in two places at once. Then Tuesday happened where I arrived for the afternoon shift and didn't even get a good morning or hey alexis! from my boss. And then I was belittled by a team member named Andrew who is training to lead a shift. He is ADHD and didn't remember taking his Adderoll ( i dunno or care how to spell it) so it made him extreamly jumpy and unable to concentrate.
*raWr*
So while Andrew is standing there telling ME what to do, Josh is standing by laughing and letting it happen.
Josh went from my best friend that I could tell ANYTHING and we talked about EVERYTHING,to him making it clear that he was my boss. I can't hug him, i can't talk to him without him telling our operator and I can't even be myself around him.... It's not professional.. *Cue: ton of bricks fall on Lex*
I'm negative and he's not sure if he wants me around because of it.
WTH???
So last night I called my "mama" aka: bebe another Team Leader/Manager-in-Training. We're both in the same predicment. And we just talked for over an hour... well talked, cried, yelled, etc.
But we came up with this.
It's just a test of our endurance and no matter how many tears we cry, We WILL SURVIVE and get through this. :)
AND YES, WE WILL...
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