OOC Rant
Many of the other journals have been used very efficiently as a means of rantage. I've been compelled to do the same. Please ignore the following as it contains squeeage of an overly excited teenager and a very minor case of angst. Of course, all are welcome to take part ... age? Yes, at two in the morning, this will be a disaster.
It's just dawned on me that in exactly two weeks I'll be receiving my A-Level results. I'm terrified. Though I'm rather confident in the knowledge that I did my best (I even revised for these ones! How proud of me am I?) it ... likely won't be good enough.
My Law exam went horrendously. For some reason, no matter how hard I try, I can't seem to do well in it. I grasp it, I understand the law and how to apply it, what I don't understand is precisely what I'm supposed to do to earn the marks. All year, all I've had is straight D's for pity's sake. But I've dropped it now, and if it's really all that terrible I'll resit the year (however grudgingly). My other exams .. well. The more time goes on, the more I forget what it was I wrote and as a direct result, the worse I think I've done. Basically, there's no telling. I'm hoping for an overall B in Sociology, but I get the feeling I'll need to resit the 'Sociology of Religion' paper, which, in all fairness, wasn't that bad but is simply due to the fact that we did it at the very beginning of the year. And I think I'll be disappointed with my English results. I became overly complacent.
But History! Hah! Rules! (Please don't come back to bite me on the ass). The questions were lovely, and I actually feel I've done well ... only because I was determined to rub it in a teacher's face. Wrong motive, perhaps, but if it works, it works. She thinks I'm lazy and don't deserve to do well ... but I do well anyway, and I think she must hate that. Though I'm rather concerned about the comments and such she'll put of my UCAS form. But I'll worry about that when the time comes.
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I don't plan to make a habit of this, though there might be another rant on the way in two weeks time ... depending on the results.