i love you. more than anything in the fucking universe.
i couldn't live without you, but i feel like i can't live with myself anymore.
i hate myself for giving into you, and now you are laying on the couch with sarah, five feet away from me, laughing your ass off. and i'm sitting in this room lit on'y by the dim glow of this screen, feeling more alone than i ever have before.
and about sarah (and erika, jane, janice, ariel, jessica, jenni, and stephanie), i don't have any doubts that you have feelings for them... but if you do, then it is technically none of my business... because we are best friends.
best friends? or just friends?
i just wish you cared for me as much as i do you, but after tonight... i doubt it. and i wasn't doing what i was doing for attention... but sometimes i just can't take things for one more second.
whatever, i suck and i'm crazy, so just move on with your fucking life.
i still always loved you the most (i just guess that's not enough)
i can hear you flirting with her right now, so yeah i am making the right decision.
and all i want is for you to talk to me. please. when you get done reading this, because i just can't go through one more day not knowing... anything.
(none of your lj entries are ever about me. heeeeeyyyyyy... evan hurt my felings. whoa!)
i couldn't live without you, but i feel like i can't live with myself anymore.
i hate myself for giving into you, and now you are laying on the couch with sarah, five feet away from me, laughing your ass off. and i'm sitting in this room lit on'y by the dim glow of this screen, feeling more alone than i ever have before.
and about sarah (and erika, jane, janice, ariel, jessica, jenni, and stephanie), i don't have any doubts that you have feelings for them... but if you do, then it is technically none of my business... because we are best friends.
best friends?
or
just friends?
i just wish you cared for me as much as i do you, but after tonight... i doubt it.
and i wasn't doing what i was doing for attention... but sometimes i just can't take things for one more second.
whatever, i suck and i'm crazy, so just move on with your fucking life.
i still always loved you the most
(i just guess that's not enough)
i can hear you flirting with her right now, so yeah i am making the right decision.
and all i want is for you to talk to me. please. when you get done reading this, because i just can't go through one more day not knowing... anything.
(none of your lj entries are ever about me. heeeeeyyyyyy... evan hurt my felings. whoa!)
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hiiii mj. :)
OH AND HELLO TO JOE FIZZLE.
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