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Jan 07, 2005 17:04

Tomorrow is the month period anniversary of Dimebag Darrell Lance Abbott RIP.. :(
I feel completley lonely and totally alone. Im hoping i will make some new friends, but i dont think it will happen. Things in Chicago went terrible and was a total disaster. It was good to be home but i missed Sarasota more and more. I missed Steve alot, and my feelings for him just became stronger and stronger. I love him so much. I feel like my idea of trying to establish a frienship with Aimee will never happen, and that i should just give up. I feel like i really miss Donnald alot, and that ive lost one of my best friends in the entire world.
Ive been thinking about daddy alot, and how i should just give up trying to establish a relationship with him too. Though, how much i would really like to have one i dont think he is capable of becoming stable.
Tony is going ot die soon, and the awkwardness of knowing its gonna happen and always on the edge of waiting to see what is going to happen with him is absolutly driving me insane. Hes my best little buddy in the entire world.
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