Hate
Im in school write now and im bored as all fuck so im just gonna blab about all my feelings about shit right now. To start it off im fucking pissed at whatever greater spirit there is out there if there even is one. Who or whatever it is has taken three very important people away from me.
RIP. Ryan Nicholson, Sean Davis, Dimebag Darrell.
This is bullshit, why is everyone mother fucking dying. Second off i cant stand living at home anymore, im so sick of this stupid bullshit about my mom and how she never can make up her fucking mind about anything. One hour is sure,....you can do wahtever, then she calls me an hour later bitching about why am i not home and i never asked permission?! Im turning 17 in like three months, and after that i just have one more year to go. it really doesnt seem that far away, but iknow since im anticipating it , jsut to be a bitch the year will seem really slow. Third, i really fucking miss donnald. I miss him more thatn anything at this point in time right now, i was talking to his old friend form australia last ngiht ( they used to create dinosaur webpages ogether) and it just made me realize how much i miss him.
- School is still shitty as ever, but i came up with a way to fix it . Il just stick through it through the end of the year, and then for summer ill work on my portfolio and enroll into booker highschool next year. because for the senior department you get to have yor own work studio and work on alot of beautiful artwork...!!! I <3 Art. i know im a nerd. (DEB)
As for things that are going well, i guess me and steve are going well, I love him so incredibly much and i just ::sigh:: I LOVE HIM!!!! Though, i feel like hes getting fed up with me because ive kinda like been a bitch latley, but thats ust becuase im stressed out about all this other shit, i know i shouldnt let it out on him, i dont mean too i just get really upset easily. But otherwise we are doing so well. I spent the night at his house the other night, it felt so good to wake up next to him and look at his cute face with his hair tossled everywhere about across the pillow! <3 <3 <3 Soo cute, I love him alot, and i cant wait till I get to be 18 were its alot easier to get around with out my mom always in the way. Ok now that i worte about that i feel like in such a better mood. WEll,, i guess ill update tomorrow or something.
Love yahs!
RIP. Ryan Nicholson, Sean Davis, Dimebag Darrell.
This is bullshit, why is everyone mother fucking dying. Second off i cant stand living at home anymore, im so sick of this stupid bullshit about my mom and how she never can make up her fucking mind about anything. One hour is sure,....you can do wahtever, then she calls me an hour later bitching about why am i not home and i never asked permission?! Im turning 17 in like three months, and after that i just have one more year to go. it really doesnt seem that far away, but iknow since im anticipating it , jsut to be a bitch the year will seem really slow. Third, i really fucking miss donnald. I miss him more thatn anything at this point in time right now, i was talking to his old friend form australia last ngiht ( they used to create dinosaur webpages ogether) and it just made me realize how much i miss him.
- School is still shitty as ever, but i came up with a way to fix it . Il just stick through it through the end of the year, and then for summer ill work on my portfolio and enroll into booker highschool next year. because for the senior department you get to have yor own work studio and work on alot of beautiful artwork...!!! I <3 Art. i know im a nerd. (DEB)
As for things that are going well, i guess me and steve are going well, I love him so incredibly much and i just ::sigh:: I LOVE HIM!!!! Though, i feel like hes getting fed up with me because ive kinda like been a bitch latley, but thats ust becuase im stressed out about all this other shit, i know i shouldnt let it out on him, i dont mean too i just get really upset easily. But otherwise we are doing so well. I spent the night at his house the other night, it felt so good to wake up next to him and look at his cute face with his hair tossled everywhere about across the pillow! <3 <3 <3 Soo cute, I love him alot, and i cant wait till I get to be 18 were its alot easier to get around with out my mom always in the way. Ok now that i worte about that i feel like in such a better mood. WEll,, i guess ill update tomorrow or something.
Love yahs!