The 14th
Name: Alice
Age: 18
Stamped as: Kanda for regular and Devit for mirror
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Describe your personality again:
Well, I am an extreme perfectionist who sometimes comes off as egotistical and arrogant.Yet do not necessarily see those as bad things.I expect a lot out of people and a lot out of my own abilities, so usually push myself to my limit.I always need to be in control yet when I am stressed or depressed, I can easily lose control over my emotions and become a horrible person to be around.Well more horrible then usual.I can act irrationally and stubbornly towards receiving any help even if it's the more intelligent option.
I believe that I am a likeable enough person.I keep on smiling and being polite regardless of who is infront of me.There is no way someone can think correctly of me on a first meeting.
My personality traits clash and seem odd when put put next to each other.Generally, I have a rather calm attitude and i'm very accepting of how other people live their lives.Actually, maybe it's more accurate to say I simply don't care how other people live their lives. I don't care much for the human race.Who am I to judge? I'm just as messed up.
1) Your likes?
The smell of smoke and petrol,cult films,photography,cancelled lessons,mahjong,hair spray,asian films,youtube,art,travelling into London,christmas,reading,washing blood off in the rain(no,really...),hot chocolate,rain,getting packages in the mail,debates,sleep, listening to and playing music obnoxiously loud,having money,phoenix wright,french literature,arguments,clinging to someone on the back of a motor bike
2) Dislikes?
When someone doesn't hold the door open for you but could obviously see you coming,people who act idiotic on purpose,chronic liars,extreme religion,those with extremely close minds,being talked to in a condescending tone,losing/misplacing things,rudeness,queues,
losing to someone else,the underground/subway,monday mornings,sunday nights,having aches and pains,my birthday (I can't stand opening presents infront of people),lifts (Elevators to all those who have no idea what I'm going on about)
3) Your good points and your bad points?
I am completely independent.I can get things done and sorted on my own,as well as to a high standard.I am intelligent,creative and inventive so a lot of the time I don't actually have to put much time or effort into something for it to look good.Work in that respect comes very easy to me.However (this should really be put in my weaknesses section),I often act stubborn and irrationally towards receiving any help, even though it might be the more intelligent option.
I can come up with decisions or plans on the spot.I am a very quick thinker in that respect, my mind is always turned on.I have a very persistent and determined personality.If I have an idea, I will make sure I see it through until the end.Even if it's wrong (which I then probably wouldn't admit to anyway.)
I am also rather ambitious, I like to push boundaries and step out of comfort zones.I have a very open minded and progressive outlook on life, and will try anything once.I will speak my opinions even if they offend as I believe it's important to be heard. I am fiercely confident in my skills,talents and abilities.
Utterly charming,deep and I would like to think somewhat philosophical.
Having ridiculously high standards as I do proves a problem.A lot of the time even I can't satisfy my own standards, so it is very difficult for other people to do so. Whilst I can accept that someone has done their best I always expect a level of work from someone else of which I could achieve myself. Which does make me rather frustrated, leaving me to become very angry with people often for no good reason. I refuse to believe that anything I do is wrong.
I am a complete perfectionist. I believe that anything less then what I consider to be perfect,is completely unacceptable. Which,yes in a sense is a good thing as it can drive you to do your very best.However,it can deeply hinder you as well. As I have found out on numerous occasions. It also makes me appear to have a rather large ego and come across as arrogant.Which I know are bad traits, but do not necessarily bother me.
I cannot stand being lead my someone who is unwilling to get the task done to a high standard. I myself have high standards and feel that if I am not the one taking lead everything will be one big mess.I suppose that could suggest I have a rather controlling personality but I am honestly the majority of the time surrounded by people who just are not as...capable as myself. It frustrates me as I like to get things done well.If we do it my way,we as a group will succeed and everyones happy. However as I said before that can piss some people off as it comes across that I am dismissing their ideas and input. Which I am.
As long as I achieve what I want, and what I know I can achieve, then frankly I don't care what others think of me. Related to this is that I am also extremely self-destructive. Sometimes when a piece of work isn't up the the standard I intended,I will gladly rip it to shreds rather than give it in despite the amount of time spent on it. If one little thing is wrong with something I usually act as if it's the end of the world as my eye for detail is incredible.
Manipulation and cunning (unfortunately?) comes naturally.Having the ability to make others do exactly as I please has limited me in the sense that there are many things I feel I am above in doing now.I can charm practically anyone into anything and continue to manipulate them from then on out.I don't find it difficult to keep such things up as it is second nature.I however do not limit myself to styaing in the background though.Despite being able to manipulate, I always do it openly and without remorse.I have to be at the forefront of all situations.I am dripping with cynicism and sadism which I am sure you are aware of, doesn't attract allies.My generally calm exterior can shatter when things are not going my way.I'm not an aggressive person by nature but I can be.It isn't pleasant.
I really only become interested in something if it directly effects me in a positive way or if I am already personally interested in the matter in the first place. I'm rather selfish like that. Other peoples opinions don't mean much, if anything, to me. Rather indifferent but can become quite obssesive,tense and troubled
4) What energy level are you? medium to low
5) Are you passionate? Intensely
6) More likely to love or be loved? Be loved
7) Describe the type of guy/girl you like:
Fitted military jackets, suits or some sort of uniform seriously turn me on.I love a man who looks sleek. Very dark hair and messy or spikey.Sexy as shit eyes.Long legs.Hot smirk/smile and a rich laugh.
I honestly do not mind suitably placed arrogance.In fact it's rather hot. It is misplaced arrogance that annoys me. Very confident in themselves. Can command attention, whatever the situation. Liked or at least respected by everyone and a definite leader.
A sense of humor - an intelligent, witty, sarcastic and morbid one at that. As well as someone who can relate to my somewhat questionable personality. Very talented and skilled. Someone who is obviously well read and intelligent. I like men who I can have a discussion about certain works of literature with. A willingness to stand up for themselves regardless of the consequences and does what they want, doesnt hold back. A fighter.
Someone who can think for themselves and will not under any circumstances let someone lead them in their decision making. Ambition,drive and passion. A completely open mind. Possibly has a dark streak in their personality,as I can be quite dark and morbid.
Independent and doesn't rely on others. I do believe that people should learn to get themselves out of trouble though. It's all a learning process.
A loose wire. An unknown factor. An anomaly.
8) What you like to do on a date? Get to know each other. Talk and feel at ease. Then who knows what else.
9) What would an ideal date for you be like? Seeing live music then go for dinner up in London. Or the other way around.
10) What traits would you NOT like to see in your significant other?/What traits turn you off in a person?
Someone who is clingy and very dependent. I can't bloody look after you goddammit. Indecisiveness is annoying,constantly 'hyper' and extremely optimistic, very emotional,no back bone. Does not let their opinions and views be heard.
Always follows the rules and is conscious about what society thinks/feels. An idiot. Not a creative bone in their body. All talk and no action, but also someone who is all aggression.
Rudeness for the sake of being rude.Sometimes you need to be forceful and yes,rude in certain situations. Though I have come across a lot of people that are that way just because they can be. Personally,I think it shows a total lack of basic intelligence as there is no need to be that way. You are a supposedly intelligent being,start acting that way.
11) Which character do you think you're incompatible with? Lavi and/or Allen. Both likeable enough characters, but their personalities would not click with me enough to want a relationship.
12) Opposites attract? Of course they attract, but the result may not be pleasant.
13) What are your takes/views on the following?
- War I would think it would be pretty obvious what my views on war are.War is devastating. War is inevitable.As long as there are human beings there will be war.
- Happiness A fantastic feeling that I seem to be in short supply of lately.
- Friends Except for two, expendable.
- Self-indulgence A not so guilty pleasure.
- Jealousy Pathetic~