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dream journal # 4 5 and 6;
dreams four and five were respectively my brain saying; "i think i'm going to project the worst possible senario for those areas of your life that mean the most", and upon realizing how truly horrible it was, panicked, woke me up mid shit fling, and put me to sleep with another - happier, more distracting dream, "woah man, i'm sorry about that, here's something that'll make you feel better...eat your icecream, please stop crying"
looking back i'm glad my brain pulls shit like this, because i'm really very amused.
dream six. PLAINATIVE REQUEST: BRAIN LETS JUST GO BACK TO THE DAYS OF SPACESHIPS AND DINOSAURS.
so thursday was my birthday; now i'm age 20 and a fully fledged juggalette. i've been dreading it for a while because now is the time to reflect upon how deep ive sunk into inaction concerning job goals. summers are like that, though and next semeseter will be a different story and next week will too as i officially start work.
things i did thursday: woke up at 5 by my parents wishing my happy birthday. a few hours later when i was fully conscious going apeshit over the gps navigation they got for my car, cleaned the house top to bottom because no one would touch it all weekend giving the itinerary we have planned, went to dinner at spain 95 in raritan (sadly the restaurant didn't live up to my five star standards, i say this mildly joking but seriously, the rice tasted like rice i had at watchung ridge, and the bread wasn't fresh. this is lose lose, people) but other than that it was a good. shortly after we got home my parents wnet to my aunts to help out with what we've got planned for sat. and i stayed home and chris walked up the hill and we hung out for a while. that was the high point of my day.
friday; saw batman begins with chris and jason and hung out for a while until complications at home i really wanted to hang out with you guys at jason's. being at j's is always something special cause not only do we get tasty snacks, but its a rare occasion. i think being at my house is nice, but its always the same atmosphere, ie, watching movies. i think i want to make use of my yard/pool much more this summer, but also being at other people's house's is a different atmosphere and the change is pleasant. anyway i had to go home... filler filler filler, dinner at hibachi which was a good time. my only regret was that i didn't have more to drink cause seriously, i don't drink that often and when i do, i like to let loose. OH WELL. thursday night and friday were lots of fun, and i'm lucky to have you guys, chris, paul and jason, hanging out with you guys always makes my day.
anyway this is what i feel like right now;
dreams four and five were respectively my brain saying; "i think i'm going to project the worst possible senario for those areas of your life that mean the most", and upon realizing how truly horrible it was, panicked, woke me up mid shit fling, and put me to sleep with another - happier, more distracting dream, "woah man, i'm sorry about that, here's something that'll make you feel better...eat your icecream, please stop crying"
looking back i'm glad my brain pulls shit like this, because i'm really very amused.
dream six. PLAINATIVE REQUEST: BRAIN LETS JUST GO BACK TO THE DAYS OF SPACESHIPS AND DINOSAURS.
so thursday was my birthday; now i'm age 20 and a fully fledged juggalette. i've been dreading it for a while because now is the time to reflect upon how deep ive sunk into inaction concerning job goals. summers are like that, though and next semeseter will be a different story and next week will too as i officially start work.
things i did thursday: woke up at 5 by my parents wishing my happy birthday. a few hours later when i was fully conscious going apeshit over the gps navigation they got for my car, cleaned the house top to bottom because no one would touch it all weekend giving the itinerary we have planned, went to dinner at spain 95 in raritan (sadly the restaurant didn't live up to my five star standards, i say this mildly joking but seriously, the rice tasted like rice i had at watchung ridge, and the bread wasn't fresh. this is lose lose, people) but other than that it was a good. shortly after we got home my parents wnet to my aunts to help out with what we've got planned for sat. and i stayed home and chris walked up the hill and we hung out for a while. that was the high point of my day.
friday; saw batman begins with chris and jason and hung out for a while until complications at home i really wanted to hang out with you guys at jason's. being at j's is always something special cause not only do we get tasty snacks, but its a rare occasion. i think being at my house is nice, but its always the same atmosphere, ie, watching movies. i think i want to make use of my yard/pool much more this summer, but also being at other people's house's is a different atmosphere and the change is pleasant. anyway i had to go home... filler filler filler, dinner at hibachi which was a good time. my only regret was that i didn't have more to drink cause seriously, i don't drink that often and when i do, i like to let loose. OH WELL. thursday night and friday were lots of fun, and i'm lucky to have you guys, chris, paul and jason, hanging out with you guys always makes my day.
anyway this is what i feel like right now;