god why does my life do this to me?
It's one of those shitty school nights where I'm really pissed off and miserable. I've got a lot of homework, my mom is a retarded bitch, I hate people a lot, I don't want to go to school, I don't want to go to work, I want to run away from everything, and I don't know what the hell else is going on with me right now. I feel like I'm getting ripped apart and all thats left is this numb feeling that in the end my excuse for happiness is only being slightly less miserable, or losing myself completely. I want to scream. I'm dangerous. I can't explain whats happening to me, but all I know is that I don't like this feeling. I suck.